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♥Sabine Ng
♥15
♥Balestier Hill Secondary School
♥ 3E2'12
♥04/09/97


I LOVE YOU


♥Miss Kang
♥Miss Chiang
♥Miss Chee
♥Miss Lee
♥Miss Lau
♥Mdm Thor
♥Miss Yu
♥Mr Yong
♥Miss Kimberley
♥Miss Mai
♥Miss Agnes




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Dearest Patrine:)
Dearest Mahin:)
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Dearest Murphi:)
Dearest Yilin:)
Dearest Cheryl low:)
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Dearest Winny:)

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+ That Very Disappointing Day... +
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
2:37 AM


Okay... I haven't been updating my blog very regularly... My blog dates all the way back to the 24th of November 2012. 
 
So, the day before the Open House for BHSS, Patrine and I decided to meet up for breakfast before heading to school for our duties in our CCA. We had to reach school at like 8am so we meet up at about 6.15am to go to Macdonalds for Breakfast... 
At Macdonalds, I came face to face with a pervert. He sat in the table in front of Patrine and I and because it was SOOO early in the morning, there wasn't anyone there... I started feeling uncomfortable while eating and noticed that that pervert was staring at me constantly.. I quickly whatsapp Patrine and she turned around to look then we both continued eating... Until, Patrine decided she wanted to sing like a little girl... 

That pervert Masturbated infront of me... I couldn't believe my eyes... I wanted to call Miss Kang so badly but.... I texted Miss Chiang instead... Miss Kang has never picked up any single emergency call of mine and I figured maybe she wouldn't pick it up for this matter as well... After that idiot masturbated, he shook with the constant stare... I wanted to leave so badly... I hurried Patrine up and we proceeded to the counter as Patrine needed to get Abi's breakfast... As we were about to leave, that guy left his seat as well, with his meal half eaten...

I was SO scared, I wanted to cry but... I held back my tears and we proceeded to school.. I saw Miss Kang.. This teacher I trusted the most... and LOVED. But she broke my heart with the response she gave me that very day, the 24th... She told me " Some things are meant to be forgotten..." Is it really that easy to forget something like that? I gave her a cold shoulder throughout the whole Open House... and when it was about to end, she called out to me.. I wanted to scream at her SO Badly.. I wanted to Bang my head against the wall.. Maybe that way I will be able to forget all that has happened... But I just gave her a very irritated " WHAT."

Thinking she was gonna offer some kind of comfort, NOPE. She just wanted me to inform the choir members about some briefing that was gonna be held by the New Principal, Mr Harris. MAN OH MAN. From that instance, I told myself its time to let go... 

Its the 26th of december now... About a month since that incident.. and everyday, I would dream that the pervert got me.. In my dreams for the first time, Miss Kang was no longer there to help... I felt so Hopeless... One that was always there for me just passed the incident with a casual response... 
 
I wished her a Merry Christmas Yesterday and guess what? She didn't reply. Maybe that's a good thing. Or maybe it isn't... It just hurts... SO BAD... I haven't talked to her for a month now and to be honest, I miss Smsing her... Laughing at her replies... 

I just can't, not hate her for giving me that response... Okay, Maybe not hate but dislike... Maybe things will be better next year... I still LOVE her but... I just can't bring myself to tell her what I really felt about her response... Maybe she'll read this... IDK.... 


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Sunday, October 7, 2012
9:45 PM


Hey Guys! Haven't been updating my blog for a very long time... but... Im doing fine! Exams were kinda harsh on me so.... Update you guys soon! Bye!


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+ Privacy +
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
8:03 PM


WTH. I need my privacy. Apparently after My parents got deleted mysteriously, They scolded me. WTS. Or not they, but my dad. Was it my wrong FB deleted them like seriously? WTH. No privacy given -.-


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+ OMG? +
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
10:17 PM


ARGH. Its almost the end of e labour day holiday.... HAIZ. worst day of my life today. I seriously hate it when my parents assume i mean something when I dont. What the hell is wrong with them. Sometimes i really feel like raging at them. Or just go crazy and start attacking them man... First period for tomorrow is english!! Get to see Miss chee! Mr Yong is gonna help me with math tmr... I may need him to ask Miss lau to come down cause i need some help in my ss again... Ah... Okay... I needa go sleep now...


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+ MONDAY BLUES?!?! +
Monday, April 30, 2012
11:36 PM


Hey Guys! Once again, sorry for being so inactive in my blogging! Busy preparing for the exams :/ Died for the english exam last friday... It was pure hell and torture ! So... Prepare for a D7 for english? IDK :/ So anyways, Today was kinda like a fun day I guess, PE was kinda cool! Sit in Gym lepak and sing songs hahahah. Then played badminton with Mr Karamjit, Adibah and Ainul. Fun Fun! Then... Normal lessons lah... BORING. Except english and Geography! English! Did LC, the new format -.- Fell in love with the song Miss Chee played! Starry Starry Night! Yea... That basically what we did for english... Made Miss chee laugh a couple of times... Then geog, EPIC FAIL OF MISS KANG! E pupils were suggesting where the geog class should go for geog outing and someone suggested the BIRD PARK. Miss kang said Anywhere but BIRD PARK. I told them she was afraid of birds! She wanted to throw a pen at me! HAHA. SECRET EXPOSED! Yea... Then had some police talk for assembly... CRAP HELL was tht boring... After assembly, we had a farewell party for Miss chee and Miss Lau, They are leaving this friday :( Took pictures then ate pizza! After that Miss Lau helped me with SS. THANK YOU! Went back to the canteen with her to find miss chee. She left with Miss chee, I left with Patrine, Yilin and Winny. Went to study! But I lepak abit.... HAHAH. Okay. BYE. This Friday I will post my special dedication messages to Miss chee and Miss lau!


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+ MONDAYSSS! +
Monday, April 16, 2012
9:02 PM


Eheheh. Monday is coming to an end soon... I wouldn't say it was a horrible monday but eheh... SO anyways.... I survived! Decided to take about 15 mins and type about today so... yeah... First two periods was PE.. Basically just played badminton since it was karamjit reliefing us... IT SUCKS. I miss Mr leng and i seriously want him back! Next two period, math... Glad to say that I didn't fall asleep... It was kinda boring but somehow i survived. Went recess with Yilin, Patrine and Winny.Talked and talked and talked... Then Chinese... SLACK. Just did some error analysis thingy... English!! As per usual I went out to help Miss chee take her lappy and stuff....Ehehe... She's SOOOO NICE.Talked about the cheongsam museusm. My class was kinda touched when she sad she would come back and organise a trip to that museusm if our class wanted to go. So SWEET RITE! Then, My tummy started feeling wierd... It was already near to the end of e lesson... Gave my Glum face while helping miss chee plug out e wires n stuff. She asked me if i was okay, so i told her i felt like puking... Ah... I hate that feeling... Then geography.I went up to see miss kang standing outside the geog room with two other upper sec boys doing a test or something... I gave her the what the hell is going on face. she immediately told me that e class was still having lessons inside.. Gave a sigh and stood beside her. Started talking about what happened in e morning. This is how it goes. I went to wait for miss kang to arrive in e taxi at the car stand. She came out looking half-dead, Like seriously... I shook her and Said "Miss kang, WAKEE UPPP!" Like no use... Like still half-dead. Gave her e cheque for e taiwan trip and she asked me.. why give me 6281 dollars? Im like no no, that one is a slash.. She looked at e cheque then looked at me and went Oh.... Proceeded to tell her what matilda asked me in e morning.. she asked me " you and miss kang very close ah? Like mother and daughter?" I gave her e stare... Miss kang Reactionless... LOL. Miss kang asked me what I told her again and sooo i repeated. she gave me the exact same stare i gave to Maltilda.HAHAH. Dunno how to react. Went in for geog lessons after that. Studied on coasts. Then after geog, complain. Jeremy got scoled by miss kang for 15 mins. PRO. OKAYOKAY. I need summarise liao... CME adibah and cleve did a presentation. Played some game which was rather funny hahaha. Assembly period use to discuss CME stuff.  After school Me and Fenna went to look for miss kang. Fenna complain bout jeremy again. Laughed at some funny funny things. HAHHA.It ended when Miss yati called fenna to go for dance. AWW SO SAD. Went for choir. Learnt e song flying free. Alto made a big improvement! sooo PROUD of them! EHEHEH. Okay. after choir I went outside a band room to study. Managed to ask mr koh how to do one of e math questions. WOW. He's explaination was crystal Clear MAN. Band people came out. Went back with crystal, Hsin yu and Chloe. AIYAH. Now Im on ace learning doing math.. OKAY, Buai Buai! TMR GOT CHEM. I DONT GIVE A SHIT LIAO.
Pardon me for e grammatical errors etc. In a rush lah. no time to check.
CIAOS,
Sabine :DD


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+ Sundays? Monday Blues? +
Sunday, April 15, 2012
5:16 PM


Argh, I can't believe its already sunday.... I don't want monday to come :/ I did my chemistry today... Didn't know how to do 99% of e questions... My sister taught me and I managed to do the MCQs. It's tough. I really don't think I will be able to pass chemistry.... STRESS! I did E math too! Stopped halfway though... I did some physics since im better at that sub... Finished one revision paper... Proceeded to watch documentaries on youtube. Like dying rooms, bulgaria's abandoned children etc. It felt really bad for all e kids in the video... they were all skin and bones... Dee dee was rather pityful.. her mum lied to her that she would bring her home on ther 27th of september but never did cause the truth is that the mum wants minimal/ no contact with her daughter, dee dee. Its sad and cruel to know that there are actually this kind of selfish mothers... I mean, if you want to have a child, you have to jolly well make sure she/he is being loved/ cared for.. Not give birth to him/her and just dump him/her is a orphanage.... Its like leaving them there to die. We are all human beings! No one should be treated like that, even people with disabilities. Out of the whole documentary, one of the most cruel thing I learned about the orphanages in china is that they simply just leave female babies that are sick to die. What the shit is this?!? If i could, I would really wanna fly to china and give the goverment a slap on the face for allowing all this to happen.. THIS SUCKS. I cried at some parts of the vid... Especially when a little girl called mei ming died 10 days after to documentary was filmed. Haiz...okay i gtg... Gonna go to my godma's house for dinner! 
CIAOS!
Sabine :D


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